I tried to post this from my phone last night, but I guess it didn’t work.
This was where our seats were, waiting for Paul. I don’t know if it accurately showcases quite how terrifying it was. There was only one more row of seats behind us. When standing up it felt like if you leaned forward an inch you would just topple down three stories. Like. Thankfully once Paul came out it was easier to forget about it. And since no one stood up we could see perfectly.
These seats are actually infinitely better than the floor seats (which I had when I saw The Who and could barely see anything). We could see everything perfectly without having to strain. It was great. :D
oh, not caring/general disinterest in anything other than oneself
5: Biggest Turn Ons:
love, happiness, laughter, mutual trust, all the sappy things really I’m a huge sap adjsdf
if we’re talking physical things; neck kisses
12: What I’m doing tomorrow: Going to work. ;3; I should also start looking into what I should get my dad for his birthday, since it’s coming up this month.
14: Description of who I like: Ooh, okay. Well. She is absolutely the most amazing woman I’ve ever met, in every sense of the word. She is full of so much love, she’s the most caring. She makes me feel safe. I didn’t think I’d ever meet someone who made me feel completely at ease being entirely myself. She’s so understanding. She’s the strongest person I’ve ever met in my life, I’m constantly astounded and just. In awe. How is she even a real person. She’s extremely talented, her writing is fantastic. She’s so funny, and completely adorable. Sometimes her nose twitches in her sleep. She is the most beautiful woman, and human being in general, I have ever set eyes on. She lives 1,260 miles away. Sometimes I think there’s no way she could exist, that I’ve made her up, but no. She’s real.
15: Biggest insecurities?: -gestures to all of me-
I’m insecure that I’m not interesting enough, not attractive enough, not intelligent enough. For what? Anything and everything. It’s not pretty when anxiety meets insecurity. I start to believe pretty much anyone is better than me in these aspects and that I have nothing to offer, and why should anyone care about me? It’s all a big mess. I become insecure about being insecure.
And then that fantastic individual from question #14 comes to save me time and time again and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to thank her properly. <3
:O I didn’t even know they made Lost action figures, haha. You may have posted a pic before but I forgot or something ;; But I’d like to see a pic of Ben someday. XD
Awwr. Well they didn’t make all of the characters, and some of them didn’t really look good at all. (Then again, the Ben didn’t look that great online, but looked a lot better when I got him.) I don’t remember what I was actually looking for, but I found them on ebay. XD
I could have sworn I made a post about little Benry, but I went through my entire tag and couldn’t find it. So: